The Indigo Fox

The Thing About Foxes

Part 2

The River

‘I came here in a river’ said the girl to her mother when she was very little. ‘I came here in a river that isn’t really a river but like a river and it carried me along in the egg and then I was here’ she said anxiously. The girl didn’t have the words available to describe it any better or she might also have said that this river connects all life everywhere, a gentle constantly flowing energy called the River of Life and she might have tried to describe it’s infinite power and beauty. But of course, there are actually no words to describe such a thing as the River of Life.

‘I don’t understand’ said her mother, ‘tell me again’ But the girl had felt the painful stab of the silent glance between her mother and father, the stab of rejection, the stab of fear from not being understood and being helpless, even the beginnings of a stab of shame,  so she couldn’t say it again and became silent. Why could they not feel what she meant, why can’t they just see inside her? Then they would know as words are of no use for the things she wanted to share with them, things which would make them happy! But not being able to, makes her feel alone and frightened. The girl stayed silent and looked out the window at the cat and the birds in the garden and at least knew they knew what she meant.

In time the girl will learn there are safe and unsafe things to talk about. What she wants to talk about comes under unsafe and what others wanted to talk about comes under safe. But she struggles with safe as it is not real, and so she stays silent, an invisible bystander, trapped in a world which does not speak her language with so much darkness around her where there used to be light…..

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The Thing About Foxes

Part 1

Shields 

There is little or no heat loss from a fox’s tail, likewise from his back or the top of his head. When he curls up and fully wraps his tail around him tucking his head in, he has a protective insulating shield from the coldest of cold, and from thermal imaging too. He is safe and secure.

The girl has had a similar shield except her shield has made her totally invisible. A closely guarded secret to all, including even her. But her shield did not make her feel safe and secure, despite we suppose, that being the intention. Many many more layers of her shield and still she was not safe, not visible, but not safe…….

Beginnings

When the girl was born she knew something was very wrong. She remembered what she later called the river and later again called the river of life. She remembered other things too that she couldn’t quite grasp. But she couldn’t feel the others, she couldn’t feel anything, she couldn’t share anything. She was cut off and all alone with the shadows in the darkness.

The fox cub doesn’t understand. He remembers playing by the river with his brothers and sisters and he remembers the warmth of his mother and father. Then they were gone and he is somewhere else. There was a smell, a noise, something very bad. He is cold and sodden wet and his leg stabs with pain. He can’t move. He is very afraid and all around him is black….

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